The feeling of numb, its like taking drugs...For a moment u feel all light and floaty
Suddenly comes pass tis familiar face, Suddenly i felt someting...
Its like headache and a totally new feeling...
Not wat i imagined...
The feeling of re-connecting nerves, operating all new again...
Instead it feels like taking drug, the feeling of FEELINGS...
Being numb so long, it feels awesomely weird to feel all back again...
The feeling of lightened burden, Practically no burden...
So its all trash with the past and moving on...
I dont wan to b the one caught inbetween time and racing...
Familiar face, sometimes i hope u nv appeared, or rather i hoped i nv noticed u tat day...
Now everyting is Topsy turvy...So upside down...
Why do i get back those feelings when i see u ?
Its just someting warm and familiar, but its very enough for me...
Now, the game of choices...
Which way is the right one ?
I cant possibly look into the future can i ?
So whr ?
Whr am i goin to end up being for the rest of my life ?
I tot i knew...
I tot i made up my mind...
I TOT...its just a tot, its not confirm...
I don know...i admit...
I feel like im wasting time, Its like FUCK LA ! WAT ARE YOU DOING ????
I tink i wan to jus say I REALLY DONT KNOW !!! DONT ASK !!!
no way la...in reality its nv goin to work, so its just my tinking...
Im the type tat tinks by projecting myself tinkin in my mind...
Then suddenly.......The ideas pops out...LIGHT BULB...
Music flows thru my brain, its probably the 60% of my mind's library...
THe rest is 30% Art...The rest 10% is work, studies, etc....
Repetition works for babies, i tink i'll work on me ???
♥ @ 8:59 AM