Ok done with the hatred stuff...ok im fine now
Its kinda like rupture finish very empty feeling...
ok...Yh was right, no1 is gonna wait for me if i jus continue turning rounds n rounds here...
No1's gonna pity me n say "oh so sad, i will help u change"...
i got to do it...once n for all
I feel like im a "all say no do" guy....

They say ppl will recall back to their past during the last few secs of their lives...
I wonder wat would appear on mine...But not gonna find out any sooner
Memories are something that imprints onto the person...
Good or Bad, Unknowingly they will learn from their mistakes...big or small...

I want to do something that would leave a impression so huge, that i would rmb when im 50....
I want my life to really become a part of the "Im really satisfied" column....
I cant wish that time reversed or hope it would, coz it wont...
I cant dream of being some1 or someting i want to be...
coz goals n dreams r just seperated by a single line...
Across or stay...
Its not a dream, i may die today ? tml ? nex month ? i dono...
To the point of experiencing everyting in a slow playback mode in my head...
Treasuring every details...